Hey Donna, how are you? I know it's you'd say I'm doing good but you're not and you actually want someone can see through your mask and know that you are not fine, and say to you: hey its okay.
I want you to know right now is the best time in your life, you've experienced the most painful feeling, you're heartbroken, lost, no goals, wonder why life treating you like that, but I promise you now you're gonna transform all that feelings into the most positive power you will ever have. Take this experience as a gift to develop yourself, to do all the things that you always say you're gonna do it but haven't done anything yet, to transform yourself become a better person, a happy woman, it is hard right now for you, but it is well. Someday you'll know what's your forte, the failure feeling it's just for a temporary time. Don't think what other people's gonna think about you, what only matters is what you think about yourself. Be kind and be courage, those two things is all what you need, they'll lead you go through your path. I'm sure when you look back you'll appreciate of all this you go through right now. It is well, be kind, be courage.15/11/2016
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Today's topic is about What To Do With Your Life?
I've recently came back from europe, and I'm facing the problem to find a new job, what bothers me is I'm not 100% sure what do I want to do in my future, so I read some blog of bunch of advice how to figure out what to do with my life. Some of advice are pretty useful, I even list a lot questions for myself try to digging in myself, turns out I know nothing about myself. I think everyone is been in this situation, the answer of how do I know what I want to do with my life must be a desire of everyone.
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 What I didn't want is we become the most familiar stranger.I don't need to meet the love of my life to feel hear beating, my heart beating because I dare to dream everyday.I'm not afraid the age makes me under value, the bid big world still waiting for me to adventure, I don't need a prince give me a castle, 26.4square meters with a bottle of wine is wonderful life to me, no need romantic poetries and a fantastic pictures of future, the romantic poetries for me is live for the moment, and sometimes good things happens in those moments.Whether you came or not, I'm here living my life. I don't want that we have nothing but only love each other, I want us to see the big world through each other, growing together and learning new things instead giving up the world for me or for you. I expected you love my thoughtful and understanding like I obsessed when you try to convince me, I think you will admire my stubborn like i love when you being childish, you think it's good when I need to be alone sometimes and I like your freedom life. We learned not depending our life on each other or focusing on one person instead focusing our own life, the heart beating like your drinking Champagne isn't love, love is when you feel heart stable.I'm still looking forward that you came into my life, it's okay if you still wonder from place to place, take your time walk slowly. You can also run into my life if you want to, don't change your step for me, because I'm doing step by step as well.No matter what's future gonna be, I'll live well and I hoe you do too.
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I thought I was dreaming when you say you love me in the first time, and I think I'm still dreaming when you love me since then.I just want someone who wants to hang out all the time and thinks I'm the best person in the world and wants to have sex with only me.What's the worst that can happen?It'll hurt.Already hurts.I know what I have to do to keep you. I know there's I have something to prove to you now and I know I have to rebuild, I get it. But I also need you to do the hardest thing in the world and give me your trust again, because you know that if I ever broke that trust again, I would be the fool, not you. But in all to start again I need you to trust me again, I need that much, and I promise you I'll go out of my way to make this work. But I need that from you again, for us to be able carry on.
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The fairytale will always have a happy ending, when we believe those story, we dreamed have a wonderful life like that.You can't think that I'm not hurt just because I didn't show it, you can't think that I'm okay just because I told you I'm fine.Where are you when I need you? I think no one will just be there for you forever, including you won't be there forever as well.I guess I'll be alone again like I'm used to be, it's okay I'm used to it, I'm just not used to having you then losing you. What can I do about it? What can I do about it?
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Too much I need to say, too less I could say.  I just called you to say I love you.Many thoughts running in my mind, I thought I wouldn't be mind.Isn't that hard?When you two are together but spend the most of time apart?Time isn't matter, each time we see each other is wonderful and that's matters.Do you hate me you asked.I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you, don't want to, but I can't put, nobody else above you.
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Im always think people actually see what their relationship is has potential in the worst moments.It's easy for both to be happy when we go on holiday together and carefree state, it's easy for us when things going right.But when things going wrong?Thats when people shows you incredible amount, not just about who they are, but how they deals with life problems. And how someone deals with life problems tell you so much what you need to know about them and it tells you so much about how is gonna be to live with this person forever.It's too often someone will be a very difficult person in a relationship and they'll attack us, they'll defensive, get cold, and they'll say:" I'm sorry I'm just having a bad day/ I'm going through a hard time/ I'm just having a lot stress/ I'm just had rough dayWhen people say this, it becomes acceptable because we want to be a good partner and we love them, we accepted this person is going through stuff and had hard time and we want to be there for them.That can be dangerous cause people will take it for granted. The person I want to be in a relationship with is the person can still somehow be a positive influence in my life when things are going wrong. You know when I have too much stress on work or things just didn't go exactly what I've been planned, I come to him while I have those moments, for relieve, for those moments just want to be loving and lay my head on him and feel safety, and of course my partner can count on me to be that way whenever they're struggling with life.
When I'm with you, I don't want to bring all that negative package with me and start taking out on you that's just not fair to you.
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Everything is like a dream, a sweetest dream I ever had. I met you in Istanbul, Turkey. That's was my best vacation ever. When I just arrived Istanbul, I'm excited, but nervous as hell, I know I'm about to meet you, my best friend Rick, but I'm also terrified because I want more than friend and I don't know what you think of me. Everyone say that I’m crazy to go all the way there and we are not even in a relationship. Well, I admit that I’m totally crazy for you.
Okay, here I am, Istanbul, Ataturk international airport, 12:00am, first thing I’d say, FUCK! My visa couldn’t pass, and the custom just won’t let me pass, I am totally panic, but thanks for custom’s help he told me where and how to get a new visa and don’t worry, but because the visa problem I stuck in the airport for one and half hour, and my phone’s battery almost empty, couldn’t reach anyone, not the mention that was my first time being Europe. They don’t speak English that much I’ really don’t know how to communicate with them, but thanks for the custom’s help I am finally passed custom. You're like panic when you saw me.
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男女朋友交往，會有甜蜜熱戀期當然也會遇到吵架、意見不合的時候到底該怎麼解決呢?When couples having fight how do you dealing with fight? Ignoring or avoiding the problems, or be balls to face with the problems?
有的人大吵特吵，有的人一點小事就吵，也有的人比較理智會讓彼此冷靜一下，但會不會我們通常所謂的"冷靜"往往一不小心都變成了"冷戰"呢?Some people who arguing all the time, some people they just need to calm first, but what if to be calm becoming to be cold and even worse to become a Cold War?
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在一次看到半年前我們一起拍過的照片，很難以想像現在你已經回去荷蘭半年多了，日子一天天的過，看著照片彷彿還在昨日，想著那些回憶，彷彿你就還在我身邊。
好幾次忍不住像罵你說: ㄟ!你們怎麼就這樣走了，把我丟在這? 你知不知道我想你想得很難過? 為甚麼只把我留在這? 你好自私!
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I'm fall in love with you, and no, I'm not in love my idea of you, i love you because you are you. I'm falling the person who enjoy my madness , not an idiot who force me to be normal. I love you and all your lil things. oh yea i'd only get jealous because i care! hey stupid i miss you i love you and i hope you'll realize. And now, distance means so little when someone means so much.
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倒數22天了，再三個禮拜我終於可以見到你了，開心到我又要哭了。
幾乎每天的視訊，幾乎每天的問候，我們的默契日益漸增，對彼此想念沒有少過，你是我第一個有甚麼事情都想要分享的人，永遠是我的priority。
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