Ik ben Donatello Donna lil la

When the time more and more closer, i just feel more and more upset, i could have go to the Netherlands, but i can't and i work so hard really for nothing right now. Now i wondering if it's worth it? You have no idea how hard it is for me, yes, i've been busy, i've been party, i've been work all the time, why? coz i trying to fill my time then i wouldn't feel painful to miss you coz i can't see you, i miss you a lot but i can't do anything about it, i just feel lost, i just really miss you, i wish i could go, i really wanted to go, but i can't...