Ik ben Donatello Donna lil la

Hey Donna, how are you? I know it's you'd say I'm doing good but you're not and you actually want someone can see through your mask and know that you are not fine, and say to you: hey its okay.

Today's topic is about What To Do With Your Life?

I thought I was dreaming when you say you love me in the first time, and I think I'm still dreaming when you love me since then.

The fairytale will always have a happy ending, when we believe those story, we dreamed have a wonderful life like that.

Too much I need to say, too less I could say.  I just called you to say I love you.

Im always think people actually see what their relationship is has potential in the worst moments.

Everything is like a dream, a sweetest dream I ever had. I met you in Istanbul, Turkey. That's was my best vacation ever. When I just arrived Istanbul, I'm excited, but nervous as hell, I know I'm about to meet you, my best friend Rick, but I'm also terrified because I want more than friend and I don't know what you think of me. Everyone say that I’m crazy to go all the way there and we are not even in a relationship. Well, I admit that I’m totally crazy for you.

男女朋友交往，會有甜蜜熱戀期當然也會遇到吵架、意見不合的時候到底該怎麼解決呢?

在一次看到半年前我們一起拍過的照片，很難以想像現在你已經回去荷蘭半年多了，日子一天天的過，看著照片彷彿還在昨日，想著那些回憶，彷彿你就還在我身邊。

I'm fall in love with you, and no, I'm not in love my idea of you, i love you because you are you. 

倒數22天了，再三個禮拜我終於可以見到你了，開心到我又要哭了。

Dear my precious big la Rick,

Simone de Beauvoir, 1950

When the time more and more closer, i just feel more and more upset, i could have go to the Netherlands, but i can't and i work so hard really for nothing right now. Now i wondering if it's worth it? You have no idea how hard it is for me, yes, i've been busy, i've been party, i've been work all the time, why? coz i trying to fill my time then i wouldn't feel painful to miss you coz i can't see you, i miss you a lot but i can't do anything about it, i just feel lost, i just really miss you, i wish i could go, i really wanted to go, but i can't...

每每跟你講電話我都捨不得掛斷，非得要講到都沒精神了真的想睡了不得不睡的時候才要掛電話，但是還是捨不得掛電話，都會要你看著我睡著再掛電話，因為這樣我才能安心睡著。

我愛你，只因為你是你。

So, today we are gonna talk about this topic: What is the most important in a relationship?

遠距離真的很辛苦，不論你是想維持一段戀情、友情、還是家人的感情，在那個沒有Face Time的年代，是很辛苦的。你永遠不知道對方有沒有空，累不累，有時為了等對方的一通來電必須熬夜等待，時差是最大的問題，看不到對方的臉的思念是最難熬的事情，但這一切雖然很難熬，還是會因為愛而做這些事，因為真的很愛，所以不覺得辛苦，因為真的很愛，所以再累都值得。

妳在那一次次的回頭看裡漸漸明白，感情裡單方的努力，都是自欺欺人的。努力，為的一定是現在的幸福，而不是遙遙無期的盼望。