Ik ben Donatello Donna lil la

Everything is like a dream, a sweetest dream I ever had. I met you in Istanbul, Turkey. That's was my best vacation ever. When I just arrived Istanbul, I'm excited, but nervous as hell, I know I'm about to meet you, my best friend Rick, but I'm also terrified because I want more than friend and I don't know what you think of me. Everyone say that I’m crazy to go all the way there and we are not even in a relationship. Well, I admit that I’m totally crazy for you.

Okay, here I am, Istanbul, Ataturk international airport, 12:00am, first thing I’d say, FUCK! My visa couldn’t pass, and the custom just won’t let me pass, I am totally panic, but thanks for custom’s help he told me where and how to get a new visa and don’t worry, but because the visa problem I stuck in the airport for one and half hour, and my phone’s battery almost empty, couldn’t reach anyone, not the mention that was my first time being Europe. They don’t speak English that much I’ really don’t know how to communicate with them, but thanks for the custom’s help I am finally passed custom. You're like panic when you saw me.

I’ve been imagine the moment we meet, like I’ll cry a lot, we’ll hug each other so hard, and you know like so dramatic.But I had to say nothing like you planed. We hug each other so hard yes, and I guess because I was trapped inside and you've been waiting for me so long feel nervous. Well I didn’t cry in the airport, but I cried in the cab. I’m lying on your chest, it’s just can’t believe I’m here now and the person I love is here with me.

It took almost 2 hours to get home, and first night, we kind of out the control,I asked you where’s my goodnight kiss, then we kissed, gently then passionatelythen you know what’s gonna happen next, but nope I said stop, too fast even though I want you so badly, I had to stop, because I don’t want had sex first before confirm what are we? Yes, I know you’re gonna say, come on? Really? We  are already in bed together and you really wanna play hard to get now? Well, come on! A girl who came from far way just to see you and we are not even in relationship, what kind stupid will do that? Isn’t that obviously? I didn’t play, I just want make sure what kind relationship are we and make sure this isn’t just a booty call, make sure you are feel the same way like I do. As I said I want you so badly, you are not the only one whos torture. Second night same thing happened, but I had good excuse, I’m on my period, which is true so we had to stop. We totally cross the line on third night,and that’s how we became boyfriend and girlfriend. We cuddle and laying on couch watching TV show,

I asked you: hey,do you agree?

You: Agree what?

Me: The taxi driver said you’re my boyfriend.

You: Idon’t know, what do you say?

Me: What do you mean I say? What do you think? you say it.

You: YES I am.!!

Yes!!!!!!!!!You're mine!!!!!!!!! Officially!!!!!!!!! Then we kissed and you know what happened. I never thought i would say this but god damn that was amazing! I gotta say I know you're that good, but you're way more better than I thought! You know if I had to describe the feeling it was the best!

Of course I know this is gonna be so hard for us, I never had long distance relationship, you’re first one, but before we been together I’ve been in long distance friendship with you for 8 months already, not the mention that time I like you a lot. Distance means so little when you means so much to me.

For the rest of two week, I am truly happiness, you makes me feel so happiness, you’re just too good to be true, when every time wake up next to you, I still couldn’t believe this is happened, you spoil me too much! Cooking for me, feed me when I’m lazy to wake up, do all the housework, I feel like princess, you are my knight protect me take care me, you just so nice to me. I’m glad I met you, I’m glad that I like you, I’m glad you like me back too, I am so grateful God that I met a good guy, who’s been take care of me a lot and love me as much as I do, who’s enjoy my madness instead force me to be normal.

I love you Rick Mackenbach! I’ve been love you for so long, and right now I finally can say it loud!